i can't believe i haven't blogged for almost a year.
after some deliberation, i inactivated my optometric license to journey on this chapter of my life as a stay at home mom--focusing on child rearing and my illustrations that i always wanted to do. i have no intentions of becoming "big" but it is a series of memories and creations that delight me when i draw.
my aunt recently said i look very relaxed, at ease, at peace and it looks good. i must say, i haven't felt this much harmony in me since...childhood? though there are many things that are unfinished and still need to be overcome, i am happy. is that the right word? i've never felt such quietness in my spirit and i am thankful to the Lord.
everyday i am filled with gratitude. there are times, i am low on energy and there are things i wish to accomplish but am slowed down by the responsibilities of being a mother, managing myself, my family...but comes joy. i get to be a mother of the most beautiful child. i still have my parents who are healthy and well. my sister is always there for me. my husband and i love each other despite the grueling beginning we have been through. yes, i have permanent health issues but i can walk, see, taste...i am experiencing life at the fullest. the Lord is so gracious to me and my family.
everything is so lovely
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