Sunday, May 6, 2012

Wedding

the string of sad wedding dreams continue.
this is perhaps my fourth or fifth dream of getting married to someone I don't really love nor know that well in for the past year.
i keep thinking, i cannot reverse this.  too much planning effort too much money too many people, i have to go forward and finish this.  i am quiet, nervously smiling, excited about the future, but sad--uncertain how I can make this work and make myself truly happy.

1 comment:

  1. are you sure it's not a metaphor for optometry school?

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