the string of sad wedding dreams continue.
this is perhaps my fourth or fifth dream of getting married to someone I don't really love nor know that well in for the past year.
i keep thinking, i cannot reverse this. too much planning effort too much money too many people, i have to go forward and finish this. i am quiet, nervously smiling, excited about the future, but sad--uncertain how I can make this work and make myself truly happy.
what was once tightly tucked inside the cranium... all drawings and writing belong to me. copyright 2019
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