This quarter has been the most amazing quarter for me. I deeply enjoy what I am doing and I love the people I am constantly with (professors, classmates, patients). It has been all very unexpected and a wonderful surprise for me since last year was such a horrible year filled with anxiety and frustration. I pray this high will continue.
Sorry I have not been updating and I know the last couple of posts have been super boring and only fashion related. But much has been going thru my mind and I do want to share :)
Here's one random thing I found out about myself this quarter:
I like candles. I really like striking the match and blowing out the candle with a sweet bonus of subtle aromatic fragrance. For once in my life, I am looking forward to the holidays.
cleaned up my room and found some old pieces I did from my senior AP art show. next couple of days I will show you little things I found~ hopefully they will be interesting to you :)
It's been a succession of slaps on the face--proficiency after proficiency, final after final after final, and there is still more left to do. Grad school is no joke!
Definitely will become an expert in this field and am finally understanding what it takes to become a doctor. Didn't realize how hard it is to earn that name...how narrow-minded of me.
Have to work out, wash dishes, do laundry, clean up my room, pack boxes and study some more...
the string of sad wedding dreams continue.
this is perhaps my fourth or fifth dream of getting married to someone I don't really love nor know that well in for the past year.
i keep thinking, i cannot reverse this. too much planning effort too much money too many people, i have to go forward and finish this. i am quiet, nervously smiling, excited about the future, but sad--uncertain how I can make this work and make myself truly happy.
17 Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, 18 yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will be joyful in God my Savior.
19 The Sovereign LORD is my strength;
he makes my feet like the feet of a deer,
he enables me to tread on the heights.
For the director of music. On my stringed instruments.
Sadly, my goal of drawing for all 366 days (yes, it was leap year this year) did not work out. So far, I have only created 122 days of drawings. That's not even half of the year!
Much has changed...will reflect and update then :)
i don't like copying pictures. i like to think of my own..
but i found a picture on a reading website and was so moved by it!
it was a girl in a hammock, reading with a hat. like this.
if only i could find it...credits to that beautiful image!!
I see it as a late afternoon reading on one summer..