body breaking down

1. super fatigued at 9 pm...can barely keep my eyes opened
2. stomach pains
3. feeling full with 2-3 spoonfuls
4. pelvic pain
5. irregular bleeding - cycles are shorter, periods are longer
6. occasional nausea
7. itchiness on back

some of my favorite quotes by Kobe that have comforted me :)

"I have self-doubt.  I have insecurity.  I have fear of failure.  I have nights when I show up at the arena and I'm like 'My back hurts, my feet hurt, my knees hurt.  I don't have it.  I just want to chill.'  We have self-doubt.  You don't deny it, but you also don't capitulate it.  You embrace it."

"Learn to love the hate. Embrace it. Enjoy it.  You earned it.  Everyone is entitled to their own opinion and everyone should have one about you.  Haters are a good problem to have.  Nobody hates the good ones.  They hate the great ones."

"Losers visualize the penalties of failure.  Winners visualize the rewards of success."

"Despite fear, finish the job."

"Life is too short to get bogged down and be discouraged.  You have to keep moving.  You have to keep going.  Put one front in front of the other, smile and just keep on rollin'"